Its not just the rain

Its pouring out
and the lightening comes
it stabs my heart
and i feel numb

but also its pouring
down my face
and I'm so sick of
this horrible chase

I'm sick of having
to pretend
and i don't know how
to make amends.

and the blood flows
from these scarred wrists
and the rain is stopping
and now its just light mist.

but not for me
it all still flows
down my wrists
and down my nose

no one notices
and only i can see
when the rain and lightening comes
it hurts inside of me.