What will they make of me?

I'm afraid
of who i will be
who will i become?
what will they make of me?

what will i be labeled
when i go into that grade
will i be something
or will i be pushed into the shade?

will i be in the shadow
will i not be there
will they even recognize
if i die my hair?

i wish i could skip
and just get past
but will they destroy me?
will i even last?

am i just a loser
am i worth it all
and will someone be there to catch me
when i fall?

no, im just another girl
and make fun of me you may
but i'll keep hiding the tears
and throw the fear away