Oh, please heal me(if i lived to die)

This is my scream
this is my last cry
would you care
if i lived to die?

i find death in you
i see it in your eyes
i sit here with the razor
are these my last goodbyes?

your taking the breath right out of me
let me out of this cage
I'm sick of being stuck here
its filling me with rage

you ruined my life
and someday you'll care
or will you notice
when I'm not there?

and theres a burning hole in my heart
i hate you with a passion
oh, no, no i love you
I'm falling, I'm crashing.

what has this become?
i cant feel
i feel numb
why cant i heal?

an angels smile is
what you sell
you promised me heaven
and put me through hell.