Dreaming?!

The tears i cried were for you
hoping and praying you won't let go
wet tears fell down with few
all i could say was no

i can't take this pain
i won't let you go

but nothing made me stay
with arms wide open
people just keep walking away
why do i keep hoping

that one will find me
and name me as there own
make me feel happy
and not so alone

but never does that happen
or my wishes are dying off
when will things snap-in
and don't make me feel so soft

to a point where i feel this emotion
i just want to scream
I'm tired of the commotion
i don't want to seem

as though i need someone
all the time
i just want the fun one
that i don't have to stand in line

and wait to buy a true friend
or someone so pure
nothing can help me fend
I'll never find someone for sure

I've decided now
for the better of myself

this dream has go to end
because i always have doubts