Too Far Away

You have to admit it; I am getting so much better.
I only cried a little today.
And I will have to ask you not to call, because hearing your voice would only make it that much worse.
I can say I am over you all I want, but if I were to see you again, I do not know how I would survive.

And I know that I am the one who is messed up.
But you are the one who messed up and that is the reason we are here in the first place.
I do not understand how you could not look back.
I do not even understand why the door swung closed at all.
I hate that I had to be the one to wave goodbye, though I always wave to closed eyes.
This could be a movie, with how carefully everything was executed. But you messed up your part, and when I called out "Cut," you never came back.
I guess we do not need that happy ending anyway.

You can not make me forget everything that you never wanted remembered.