Pain me

Numb my crimson heart,
Just to ignore the pain.
The pain you happily gave me,
It'll leave a bruise to remain.

Stab my heart with strife,
Until I can no longer stand on my feet.
Do what you do best,
Your eyes mine angrily never wants to meet.

Watch and enjoy,
As I fall to my knees.
Stand over me,
And pain my heart as you please.

Ticke my heart with love,
And take me by surprise.
now tickle my heart with unbearable pain,
The pain I failed to realize.

Make me cry,
Restart my cycle of depression.
Stop caring,
Fill me with tension.