The Pain Of Losing You.

The Pain Of Losing You
Was so bad it is untrue
The Pain Of Losing You
made me helpless, i didn't know what to do.

The Pain Of Losing You
was like a knife in the heart
The Pain Of Losing You
once ripped and tore me apart.

The Pain Of Losing You
numbed all of my emotions
The Pain Of Losing You
who was once my only devotion.

The Pain Of Losing You
made me want to cut, to bleed
The Pain Of Losing You
made me want to leave.

Love is the only game
where two can play but both can lose
This love was alot of pain
and made me drown my sorrows with booze.

The Pain Of Losing You
tore me apart
The Pain Of Losing You
shattered my already fragile heart.

To me you lied
Purposely made me cry
Humiliated me in shame
and got pleasure from my pain.

I thought i would never recover
In pain i would smother.

But now when you try and make me cry i smile
i finally see you are full of guile.
When you throw accusations and insults my way,
i laugh because i no longer care, i am okay.

I will never forgive you
And yet i can not cure myself of love
For what i thought you were before i KNEW you.