I guess you don't love me
never knew why I thought you ever did
I wanted to open my heart to you
but I didn't I just hid
my world turned black
I can't go on without you
and for so long I wanted to believe
that you had loved me too
I showered my mind with lies
I guess it was just a dream
my world was you
but I guess nothing was as it seemed
I'm damaged and heartbroken
not that you would know
I just wanted you
But that I didn't really show
now what's keeping me from dieing
I have nothing left to live for
I thought we could get through this
I thought our love was worth more
I'm so scared
and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
and I need for you to know
I love you more than anything
but that can't take things away
I just want you to love me
and I didn't say all that I wanted to say
healing comes so painfully
and the pain hurts to the bone
I can't move on
but that I'm sure you know
I believed all the things that never showed
and I believed all the things that were never said
but now I don't know what to believe
so now inside I am dead
I believed in our love
but tell me was that a lie
just lie to me, say you love me
say I don't need to die
tell me I'm worth something
tell me you need me
I guess it was all fake
why couldn't I just see...
