Honestly

I don't know why you still believe in me

When i let you down so many times

Now i am out and about just waiting for you to break up with me

And now think back on all the times i hurt you

I can't even look myself straight in the mirror while seeing that monster in me

I am so ashamed of the kindness you give to me

I think I'm living a lie i don't belong with you even though I feel so safe

I think I'll let it go for now when your seem so happy but whenever
your upset its because of me and only me

I only wish for your happiness and i guess i can't give it to you