Another.

So here I am for another night.
Thinking of you and yet another fight.
I grab this notebook hoping to release some pain. Outside sitting in the rain.
Maybe no one can tell I've been crying. I'm going insane.
I can't stand this anymore.
Now I know the .real.you.
I'm afraid. &&I Dont know what to do.
Every.Song Has You Every.Page of Every.Book Every.Beat of My Heart. && Every.Painful Look.

I wonder if you feel it too. It took me a while to notice it. Now I can barley stand to look at you. I wish you could see this from my point of view.

You can't see past that.
One.
[Imperfection]
You Tell me I'm pretty but you know.

You know what I see in my x.Reflection.x

REJECTION. written all over my heart.
PERFECTION. pounded in my head
AFFECTION. all over me.

so I'll hide this poem untill you finally know.
..xx..EVERYTHING..xx..

I feel that. The constant sting. It tells me somethings wrong. This isn't supposed to be. And trust me I know. Right now. I don't wanna be me. x

So what does this lead to?
Another. Painful ENDING
Another. Day of PRETENDING
Another. Heart BREAKING