Can I Be Your Friend?

I'm sorry for what I did to you,
but I had to do something before my heart turned blue.
I know what I did was wrong from the start,
but now it's too late since I destroyed your heart.

My heart will never forgive me for what I did
because my heart is mature, yet my mind still acts like a kid.
I've lost a person that was special in my life.
It's like I went up to you and stabbed you with a knife.

It's so hard to hear your name without remembering you
since I don't want to lose your friendship because it was so true.
When I see you in the halls, seeing the pain in your eyes
makes me feel bad and feels like my heart just died.

I don't want you to hate me even though it's what I deserve,
but please talk to me so our friendship could be pure.
I'm really sorry for what I did
and hope that you forgive me so that we could be friends....