Silent cries and thoughts inside my head

Silent cries go un noticed.
the screams that no one hears
left alone here in darkness
smothered by my fears

the hate i feel for everything
is driving me insane
smash my face into the glass
to take away the pain

diseased and cursed dont come to close
as i will wreck your life
leave me here with nothing
except the tempting knife

the image in the mirror haunts me
its of all that i despise
to me i am so hideous, so repulsive
both out and inside

i pretend i have a perfect life
but nothings what it seems
so i think of ways to rid myself
of the pain from broken dreams

i slowly fade away
and soon i will be gone
but theres no one here to notice
nobody here to mourn

i'll be rid of this hurt
and the aching inside
my happiest day:
the day that i die