Fight

I tried to
Not eat
Sleep
Feel
Thought it would fix
This
Pain
Woder what if
I
Died
Cherish these thoughts
I
Cried
First time I break down
Like
That
Wish that I
Was
Not
Fat
I tried to not
Get up
When you
Pushed me
Down
But it's in my nature
My failure
This is
My
Strength
Will not
Let
You
Down
I am not one
To not
Fight

*sorry, more gibberish.