Love, lust, and hate A war?

Love, lust, hate it consumes me
Preventing me from being free
To me its like all three are one emotion
And its sucks me from my devotion
To love to smile to be to even care
But yet to me life is not fair
Not that I claimed it was great
Because its not, because of fate
It crashes us with twists and turns
That makes us respond with sorrow and mourns
And yet there is still a tug or war going in my soul
Love and hate tugging and leaving a hole
Where my lust lies in between love and hate
I guess its where lust always lies in its simple trait
At first I did not care for love or its bliss
Since I never felt it I thought I did not need this
But I guess I stand here with love, lust, and hate
To me all just one feeling I can`t debate...

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