False Infatuation

Pretty as can be,
the light hitting my
face, just right;
my body flowing
just right.
Still in that night,
my innocence was
killed, my heart taken
and beaten, now those
dreams memories
keep seeping.

I was dancing minding,
my own business,
when you came up to me.

I tried to dance,
but you had to have
your chance with me.

You pulled me in,
felt me up, and said:
"Come baby, come
dance with me!"

I tried to pull from
your forcing arms,
my face almost
flooded with tears,
at the thought of
your intentions.

You pressed me against you,
harder, harder, harder.
My mind terrified,
deeper, deeper, deeper.
The tears growing,
longer, longer, longer.

I couldn't fight you,
tried to get away.
Now I'm left with
nothing to say.
I will always remember
that day of false
infatuation,
the day I almost lost
myself to a man I
barely knew.

You wouldn't let me
leave,
you kept me in sight,
while I was full of freight.

You pulled me in once
more, felt me up,and
said:"Grind with me
baby, grind!" I screamed:
"NO no no, stop!"

I tried to push you away;
your arms clinging to me
like a leech. I pushed and
pulled, till finally I wedged
out. Appalled I am ran
from this false infatuation.

Consumed with nothing but
those memories,as they
flood, flood, flood my head.
I patch, patch, patch, up the
blood running from my heart.
Still I ran, ran, ran from that
false infatuation;
leaving behind a world, I never
wanted to know.

**Sadly this is all true, this happened to me last night at my school homecoming, my date was talking and getting a drink so he couldn't save me. It still haunts me that men can be so cruel..you rly don't know what it does to a gurl . I feel so worthless, though I know it's not my fault. I'm gettn'over it slowly..i have friends a bf who love me still and are comforting me..thnxs ..

Lissa**