Nobody Knows

Nobody knows the pain I hold inside
Sometimes I sit and just cry.
I even imagine what would it be better if I were to die
Nobody knows though they ofetn try.
How I want to express from this burning feeling in my chest
But fear in my heart forces me to let it collect.
So I guess....
I will just place the pen to the pad, so I can discover what is really making me sad.....
When I discover it does it mean its my time to grow??
Is something that I hold I don't want to expose???
Or is it just the real me that I often protect
To protect my heart from getting wrecked.
I just want to let it go, or NOBODY will ever know.......