Inside i died

I used to be happy
happy as could be.
but now im not.
but i hide it cause i dont want anyone to see.

im afraid of what they would think i they saw me crying.
but even if they laughed or didnt im still holding it back im really trying.
But ive lost hope in what used to be here.
wondering where all those i love yous went i wonder where.

but since you left i dont know where they went.
i want to go back to the good times that you and i spent.
cause when ever im around u everything feels perfect in my mind.
you make my heart beat fast and slow at the same time.

when u said forever i thought u meant it.
but i guess that was all bull shit.
they day u left i really cried.
on the outside i was fine but on the inside i died.

this isnt really good but i wrote this cause i needed to get somethings off my chest.

Jay Jay