Its real hard

Its really hard to let go,
when you held on for so long,
but its also real hard to hold on,
when you know its wrong.

its really hard to say good-bye,
when you've only just met,
and its also hard to believe you're sorry,
when you havent proved it yet.

its really hard to move on,
when i still am in love with you,
its so hard to type this poem,
just thinking about what you do.

its really hard to understand,
that you're really gone,
i dont understand how you do this,
its just so hard to move on.

its hard to think that you're laughing,
as you're reading this that im writing,
but its harder to remind myself im not with you,
when me and you are fighting.

its hard to talk to you,
when i know you're talking to her too,
its hard to let you go,
i just dont know what to do.

its so hard to see your face,
and know that you're not mine,
i used to think you'd come back,
and that it would just take some time.

i thought you'd really love me,
i didn't think you'd lie that bad,
i just didn't see it coming,
i never knew i made u that mad.

its real hard talking to you,
knowin it'll lead to a fight,
i dont know how to not love you,
without you it just aint right.

loving you comes easy,
its stopping that is tough,
i never wanna let you go,
but i guess you've had enough.

so as i wipe my tears,
and post the poem to the world,
ill try to realize,
that im just not your girl.

so hard it is to say this,
i cant even believe we're this far apart,
just remember always & forever,
i'll still love you, deep in my heart.