Idiocricy

Control is something I no longer have,
I question myself more than i care to accept,
Taking responsibility for actions i can't even believe i created!
Am i not a lost cause?
Or should i remain strong, Throughout my own stupidity?
Why do people still believe in me?
When i question myself everyday.
What do people still see in me?
When farther and farther i stray.
Show me a path... Something for me to follow!
Because i dare not think of the alternative,
Knowing what I'm capable of.
I will succeed at all costs!
I have too much too accomplish.
But as it stands I'm stranded,
and i feel i wont recover