State of Confusion (personal)

I almost cried today
But is not I who needs to mourn
Crying would simply be selfish
Especially when someone dear is so torn

Yes its true I have been lied too
And someone broke my trust
But with all the chaos of the world
My confusions lost within the dust

I thought there was just one place
I could escape the anger and lies
Once again I'm proved wrong
And left mystified

I am not angry at you
I love you all the same
I want you to get better
I am not looking to place blame

*please take time to fix things, and when all is said and done, I (and everyone else) will be waiting. Much love to you*