Im dead, coz you left!

This pain, this sadness
i feel day and night
i long to kiss, and hold you tight
i long to be just with you
for no one else my heart beats true
but heres a problem girl you see
why is that you don't love me?
i heard you say your love was true?
why don't you answer when I'm blue
is your love here? or is it gone?
I'm going mad, I must be strong
i want to blow out my brain
thats how i feel, I'm going insane!
i hope you know that i love you
i can not live without you!
I'll be there, no matter what your going thru
you said you loved me,
you said you cared
now I'm dead and in despair
you said you'll never leave my side
i stand alone now in the dark
'I'll always be there just for you,
wouldn't say it if it weren't true'
those sweet kind words are in my head
the only place coz my heart is dead
my soul is torn right in two
theres no point living without you!
and so i stand alone once more
no heart, no soul, i feel no more!
I'm on the cliff i hope you see!!
i have my bottle, my gun with me,
i do not know what to do
i thought my love was enough for you
my tears they fall like acid rain
but they can not burn away this pain
i hope you save me!! i hope you do!!!
because I'm going to die!!
without you!!!