As TiMe GoEs By...

As time goes by..I think of you...
As time goes by..I miss you...
As time goes by..I regret what I did...
As time goes by..I wish i could have you back...
But I don't want time to go by anymore...
I want my time to stop...forever...
So I can stop the pain, the agony, the suffering.....of not being with you...
So I sit here now with this gun in my hand...hoping to stop the pain..
I cock the 9 and put it in my mouth...
I can feel the cold hard barrel in my mouth....
I shut my eyes tightly and.........................to be continued