All in my mind

As i sit at home
with the blade on my mind
but no more cuts
upon my body you will find

because i\'ve already disappointed you
in more ways than one
the last time we broke-up
you said it\'s over forever were done

almost 2 months have gone by
and your still in my head
your what i think about from when
i wake up to when i go to bed

i still love you
but i messed up big
and if i cut again
a bigger hole i would dig

i\'m sinking slowly
lord help me please
because my own-self
i\'ve started to deceive

with all the pain i caused you
i\'m surprised your not dead
i know if i felt what you feel
i would put a gun to my own head

and again selfish me
tries to get you back
but forgetting about the past
isn\'t an easy task

but one day i hope
well be together again
i cant stand just saying
\"no\" he\'s just a friend

i love you so much
that\'s why you will never find
one mark on my skin
cause it\'s all in my mind