How and why.

Hey you guys here\'s a poem but i\'m stuck i cant figure out how to end it.. any segestions? it would be great

As i think back now
hwo could i feel that way
how could i wish my life to end
day after day

how could i wake up
adn put on a mask
to just sit and say i\'m fine
was an ongoing task

the rain was a friend
to help hide my pain
the other ppl dont get me
our lives not the same

they dont feel my hate
or see the pain on my face
where my heart used to be
there isnow an emply space

because i\'ve felt this
and i\'ve grown so much
i used to be alive
because of your touch

now i cant stand you
i hate to think of what we used to be
you were what kept me alive
and now your what is killing me