One F**king Day

Nowhere to go so I crawl inside my head
from here i can see how much is dead
this isn't what life was supposed to be
and its not what my eyes were meant to see
agony in turn and promises turned lies
each day runs on as more of me dies
always looking for the keys to my cell
ever wondering how to get out of this hell
slowly resigning accepting my fate
every ounce of my heart starting to hate
crawling on through this pathetic life
this ring now cutting like a knife
can't get it off it won't go away
god just let me live for one f**king day
without wondering what could have been
or knowing to go without knowing when
give me someone to hold my weary hand
to comfort me as i remove this band
remember to live and breathe and feel
lick my wounds and begin to heal
god please hurry and let me go
its cold outside and starting to snow
i need out before my heart frosts cold
feeling nothing only growing old
begging for this to be over and done
stuck in place still ready to run
theres got to be more to life than this
theres got to be a path to happiness
but this cruel life teases me now
i know the need but i don't know how
so i sit here and let my mind decay
god just let me go one f**king day