Depressed deeply

I can't get up out of bed
There's terrible voices in my head
I shouldn't listen the them
But I can't ignore them!

I want to pull the covers up high
I want to plunge this life goodbye
I can't take life's everyday pain
When there's absolutely nothing to gain

I hate trying to breathe in
I've done nothing here, but sin
I hate wanting to die like this
I don't even long for your kiss

It hurts to think and I can't feel
I just don't know how to deal
My body aches with agony
Alone forever I will be

Life is so complicated to live
And I have absolutely nothing to give
I want happiness so badly
But I think I'm becoming very madly

Ah this poem sucks