Am I a ghost, do you not see me standing here?
All this hurt you've caused, but I doubt you are aware.
You over look me every time I need you
You just don't seem to care
And emotionally I need you
But you are just never there.
I always wonder why
What have I done to you?
All these tears I cry
Im crying over you.
You tried to rule my life
But your mould I could not fit
So now you just ignore
You just don't give a shit.
Im standing here alone now
Tears racing down my cheeks
Everything that's happened
Makes my heart so weak.
I love you so much
But you just don't seem to see
What your over looking is doing
How its rotting me.
I feel like im not good enough
Like I just don't meet the grade
All the things you never said
The attention never paid.
I don't know how to tell you
Thoughts are my heavy load
Emotionally im crippled
Feelings just explode.
Cause it feels like you don't love me
And I sit and wonder why
When did you stop?
I cant help but cry.
You are meant to be my parents
A girl needs her mum
But you never taught me anything
You were always cold and numb.
I wish I could tell you
Whats going through my mind
But you spin on with your life
Im being left behind.
And what I want isn't happening
And I don't know what to do
All these things wrong
I blame you.
