Drowning

My poems are always unhappy,
Never light and full of hope.
And I'm afraid they’ll stay this way
Cause I'm finding it hard to cope.
Its amazing how the words just flow
They drift out of my head.
And you just will never know
Cause to me you are cold and dead.
Do you remember late that night
How I sat and I cried for hours.
And you took ages to come to my rescue
And even then you took all the power.
I was cut to shreds and bleeding
All because of that day.
And you patched me up and looked at me
Then just walked away.
You acted like it did not happen
Like I was a happy girl.
But I was actually dying
Drowning in your world.