No Smiles For Me

When will you wake up and see
That I'll never be perfect, I'll just be me.
And yet you think that she is your star
Even though shes been feathered and tarred.
I have never done what she did
I\'m grown up now and have 2 kids.
And yet your approval I still seek
And not getting it makes me weak.
I don't know how much more I can take
Cause your crippled smiles are so fake.
And all I wanted was your smile
To last even just a little while.
And I fear I will never be right
Cause with you I always fight.
So I have to realize now
That you'll just never allow.
Never ever going to get that smile
Not even for a little while.