I am not me.....

I am not me,
I am not only what u see.
there is another world inside
and many secrets deep dead,sometimes alive.

I am not me,
love me to know
help me out to show,
I am not as dark as u take me to be
but may be u are unable to see.

I am not in any other world
this is as much yours as mine
I don't have around me
any such stretched line
as u think the one to be.

I see everything,
I am not blind.
but may be u don't see
and may be u don't find.
U want to know,I know
but unable to define,
I see it all my friend,I am not blind.

I speak it many times
still u don't hear.
then somehow I stop,
carrying in my heart a deadly fear.
I try and yet again I try my best
but something still takes away the rest.

I am not me,
but still I am alive.
I am not me,
but I have a human life.
Love me,touch me and hold me tight
give me a chance
and help me be right.
I am not me,
but still I am not out of sight....