Living My Life From the Outside

You say I'm part of your little "clique"
But sometimes it doesn't seem like it
And am I sure I really want to be

You say I'm your best friend
But is that really true?
I sure hope it is

Sometimes It seems like I'm living my life from the outside
Always but never really there
They all have their little groups,
but I have none
At least that's how it seems

I'm Like a fly on the wall
Always watching but never doing anything
Never taking action
Even when I really want to

I'm like a spectator in a crowd
Not a part of it
Just there to watch the show

Like a passenger in the back seat of a car
But I am not gonna sit back and enjoy the ride
I'm gonna be a part of my own life,

All I have to do is speak my mind
Make my own decisions
And hope that I am heard