Tears on my pillow

Tears on my pillow,
Cry myself to sleep again,
Another painful night,
Full of blood and bulimia,
Tears at my heart,
Your words pierce me as though you meant to do it,
With a smile on your face you cut me,
You know I wont resist,
I won't even try,
Another night tears stain my pillow,
Stand my eyes,
Stain y life,
A new blade is consumed,
A stain that will not come clean,
You keep me alive because you know it causes me the most pain...