Untitled -For Now

**|I wrote this a while back also. I'm in school and I was looking through the school folder and I found this. Its about the Mississippi River. I think I did pretty good!|**

My world is turned upside down
It's all just a blur
Of hate, darkness, and loneliness
I cant make it out
Of all these voices in my head
I cant see
Which road to take
Their all the same
And they all lead to hell
I've taken a road
That led me here
Now I have to choose
Of which road
Will make my fate be true
I've lost my friends
Miles behind me
They left me
To choose on my own
They didn't want me to have
The great life they wanted
Its dead of the night now
As I left a bar
Of where I drink my fears away
And sing my pain away
I'm really drunk
Sputtering unidentifiable words
And cant make my way home
I'm lost out in the world
I keep seeing figures of people passing me
As I stumble down the sidewalks
I keep seeing this person
Standing and waiting for me
I keep following this shadow
And whenever I fall
It helps me up
I would walk for minutes at a time
Before I would fall again
Minutes seems like hours
I keep walking behind this shadow
Thinking it would take me home
In the distance
I hear rushing water
I'm too far from home
But I keep following this figure
It stops and waits for me
Along the beach side
I keep walking towards this figure
In the night
I stumble and get back up
Soon I'm face to face with this figure
It pulls its arm out
And grips on my arm
It lunges me forward
Into this murky water
I try breathing
But water flushes in
I cough and sputter
I try to keep afloat
But the figure disappears
As I go under water
I'm sinking to the bottom of my fate
I guess I took that road
That would end all my pain
That would take all these voices away
And these suicidal thoughts
Guess I didn't have to do it myself
As of someone did it for me
I was way to drunk
To know what was ahead of me
I think of all these things
As I watch how they find me
Its all like a horror movie
That I cant rewind
And I certainly cant stop

{{ I am having trouble trying to find a name for this one. If you have any Ideas please comment write your ideas.}}