Thinking inside about love...

Why am I stuck in these emotions I have?
Who can I love?
Who can I trust?
Who will stay with me when things go bad?
Who will stay with me till the end of our days?
Who will stay with me when I'm sick
Sad
depressed
Mad
Pushy
Moody
Will they stay if I change myself?
Will they stay if I cut?

Other things slip in my head...
Will they even notice me after?
Will they cheat if they get tired of me?
Will they hit me if they I don't do what expect me to do?
Will they ignore me through out the day because there are better things than me?

These questions flow through my mind when I think about them.....
Knowing that I have to make a choice..
Makes me break..
Slowly
Just cracking
Till I snap..
IF I break faster and quicker..
I will not be here to make a choice
I will be in cold darkness..

What more can I take.....
With me just thinking like this....