I lost my love to suicide

How do
i live
with out
you here
with me,
i want
you back
here,
right beside
me.

i stand
over your
grave,
a cold
dark stone,
as the
wind blows
my hair,
i realize
I'm alone.

its because
of me
your 6 feet
under.
if i hadn't
of denyed it,
turned you
away.
it makes me
wonder.

if i hadn't
of told you
you we're
not right,
and told
you how
i really felt
you'd be here
tonight.

i only realized
the night
you left
that i
loved you,
but it
was too
late,
you already
did the
worst you
could do.

the pain
inside my
heart i
can't describe
the guilt
the longing
to see you
alive.

i can't
breath,
i can't sleep,
at night
all i
ever do is
and all
i can do
is weep.

i will
treasure you
close to my heart
I'm sorry for
the thing
that made us
fall apart.

the pain,
the weakness
I'm broken into
for
i lost my love to suicide