I know how it feels

I know all too well how it feels
To feel so lost, empty and alone
To be so desperate to attempt ending it all.

For the pain to be so deep all the time
Memories haunting you and never leaving
Cutting through you like a knife

I know how that feels, its hell
you cannot run, it only catches up
And you cannot hide, it only finds you

I know how it feels when there is no way out
The pain only gets deeper and more real everyday