I know that I'm not perfect.
But for you, I want to be
I know I'm a complete mess,
I don't know why I'm so off and on
I don't know why I tell you I love you
And then turn around and say I don't
I don't know why I tell you I don't want to love you
Like I have no choice, and I hate it.
When the truth is I love you with my entire heart
You're my world, you're my everything
And if I lost you I don't know what Id do.
I love, loving you if that makes sense.
I love having someone who makes me feel special
I love having someone I know I can tell anything to
I love knowing that no matter what Ive been through
You'll always be there waiting for me to cheer me up.
I hate how I'm so mean to you
I hate how I treat you
I hate how I'm so messed up that I cant be who I want to be for you
I love how you call me gorgeous and ask how my day went
I love that you love me and that you actually care about me
I love that you don't want to change me, no matter how messed up we know I am
I love that you're my best friend
I love how you adore me
I love your smile, your eyes, everything about you
I know that I'm not perfect
But for you I wish I were
I know that I'm a complete mess
But for once I wish that I could be fixed
I love that you love me
I love how you adore me
But I also hate it
And I wish you didn't
Because I know that I'm only hurting you
I don't know why I'm so off and on
Telling you that I love you
And then turning around and saying I don't
I hate how I tell you not to love me
When all I ever wanted was for someone to love me like you do
I hate how my head is constantly telling me
That you're going to leave and disappoint me
I hate how my heart is guarded and wont let anyone in
I hate how I'm trying so hard not to love you
But I already do
I hate how I cant convince myself that you're different
I hate that no matter what you say I cant change that
I hate how I'm so messed up
I hate how you have to watch me
Going through all the wrong guys
I hate how when it never works out
You always have to be there to pick up the pieces
I wish for once I could pick the right guy
The one I actually am in love with
But if I did that Id be taking a chance
And my heart wont let me do that
I don't want you to have to pick up the pieces
And I want me and you to work out
I don't want you to have to watch me with other guys
I want you to be the one I'm with
