Confession

So many sins, one must confess,
but where to begin? will I ever have rest?
Looking for the 666 etched on my mind, for what else could explain all the evil I find?

I can't move on and I can't go back,
So I'm stuck here as my heart continues to crack.
I can't take anymore,
I've tried to let go,
But it never works, you'll never know.

I've allowed the evil out too many times,
I've completely lost track of all of my crimes,
Now the burden of guilt is on the outside, and there's nowhere to run, and nowhere to hide.

I deserve all I get is what you would say,
at least I'm sure you would if you knew anyway.

No more excuses it's time to confess,
maybe then my soul will find rest.

I have sinned like no other,
I deserve to be punished,
Please help me Father this time I've done it.

I just needed to feel that I had some control, but instead once again I lost it all.

The evil spills out onto my sleeve,
there in plain sight,
the evil in me.

Time to confess,
I can't go on,
Oh please won't you teach me how to be strong?

The relief hits like a cool summers breeze,
how can something so wrong continue to please?

You don't understand!
I'm evil you see!
I deserve to be punished!

Time to confess,
All the wrongs that I've done,
The biggest of all is that the blade won!