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I can't do this anymore, I can't pretend its all OK,
I've tried so hard to tell you, but i don't know what to say.

The agony inside me is growing all the time,
now I'm so far past it, I cannot draw the line.

So, I've just been pretending, I couldn't let you see,
all this hurt and self destruction, well its simply killing me.

This pain so deep inside, is tightening its grip,
till sooner that I think, I've lost the will to live.

I thought I could deceive you,
and it would set you free,
I just couldn't understand how you could care for me.

I don't know why I've told you,
but there's no going back,
all I ask is please don't judge me until you know the facts