Crumbling Clay

Pouring fire on my face
Weld it tight and weld it shut
Bind me inside a molding case
Leave me there thinking of you
Unable to hide, can't erase
Why it's you I must pursue

I slice open my body
Seeking the truth within
Trying again to be free
My scar wounds have grown
Beyond any healing
Beyond what I've known

[One day you're forget my name]
Singing like I didn't even exist
[But One sweet day you're drown in my lost pain]
You'll see the matching slit upon your wrist

Crumbling clay, release me now
Free me from the chains around
With this hammer, break thy vow
Turn me back from what I've become
Turn me back from fake joy now
I know who I am, I know I'm not numb