What happend?

Whatever happend to the friend I had?
the one who used to cared so much about me?
who would always notice when i was sad..
and would comfort me and tell me it would be okay
late night phone calls and expensive texts
we'd get introuble but that never stopped us
i grew attached you were my best friend
but slowly you seemed to be pushing me away.
not wanting to accept this i tried to ignore
the person i would always run to i was suddenly locked out
i was so alone and i was comfused.
what had i done wrong to deserve such pain?
yet no matter how mean you were,
i just kept comming back again..
i couldnt seem to accept that you were gone
everything that had vanished because of you,
came back and hit me twice as hard.
all the stuff that you helped me through
i coudlnt see if there was ever any truth.
the loving memories have been replaced
now engraved with hurtfull words of hate..