Useless

Hurtfull words engrave my heart
the fears of what would happen,
happend and im torn apart.
i spoke from deep down and tried so hard
to get you to understand how bad i hurt
and you took my words and threw them in my face
you led me in just to push me away
and now im crushed...
my feelings i told u and u shut me down
i dont know what to do anymore
and i feel so useless
i know i shouldnt let you do this to me
but it hurts so bad what u did
but what hurts more..
is that you deny all
i tried to make you see my side
but you turn away and see no point
and make me feel like nothing..
like maybe i dont have feelings
and that i have no reason to go on..
but what really makes me feel stupid,
is that i didnt know it all along.