Numb

One word it hits me like a rock

i feel this deep hurt as i feel my heart break.

my heart has been broken to pieces once again

and i have been left to wonder why.

when people think of broken hearts

they think of love and breaking up

well my broken heart isnt from that kind of love

it happend when i began to trust again

yet, this one person who i had trust in,

became my one and only

the only one who i trusted and who understood me

now as he slowly trys to push me away

he might not understand how much i really do care

how much i care and how much it hurts.

the guy who once said:

people do stupid things when their inlove

had just proved it to me again.

but why take it out on me?

all i ever did was be nice...

i cant figure out quite how i feel

my emotions are meaningless

as i sit here motionless

i cant cry

i cant smile..

and i cant feel a thing throught my hole body

my hand is shaking and im so scared

i feel completly and totally:

numb.