Mirror Mirror

I look upon that mirror,
and wonder what it says.
I look into it intently.
What am I to him?

Am I just a pretty face?
One amongst the others?
Am I just a easy girl?
To screw on one another?

I wonder what I am..
I really want to know.
I want to see his eyes,
that will make me see to tell.

It's a pointless life I live,
walking on with shame.
Knowing what he did to me.
I will never look at him the same.

Hits and touches,
kisses and screws.
Listen for me coming.
You think that it's much fun.

I think that your sick.
Your messed up in your head.
You can't have what you want..
So you use me instead.

I don't like it.
I never did.
I was young,
I was a kid.

I knew that you were doing wrong.
I knew it wouldn't end.
I knew that I couldn't prove it..
that it would all seem pretend.

But I prayed that it would stop.
I prayed that you would leave.
Fear was in my eyes.
It was obvious to see.

You should care.
A little bit.
Instead you just kept on.
It's a sick world,
Of people like you..
You've known it for so long.

Just look at me,
Your daughter.
Look at me,
For Once.
Look at me,
and love me.
Look at me..

And Stop.