One Day...

One day you will finally see
I'm not all I'm cracked up to be
The makeup, hair, and dolled-up eyes
Are cowardly, deceitful, swollen lies
I can put up a mask to hide my face
And pull on some clothes, with intentions to replace
Hide my "scars" so the world'll never know
Just what things I'm so afraid to show

The emotional pain hidden behind these eyes
Is something I have come to despise
All it does is kill so much quicker
Like an addict downing his last bottle of liquor
On day maybe you can tell
That through my life, I've been through hell
The fighting, words, and phrases spoken
Have left me feeling so heart broken
And there's nothing I can ever do
To replace the pain you put me through