He gripped my hand
looked me straight in the eye
he said i wouldnt understand
so all he said was goodbye
he didnt even say why
just said it was time to go
he saw my tears as i began to cry
but he didnt even hesitate to walk slow
he said he wasnt going to miss me
thats why it was easy to walk away
he said its been months since he wanted to leave
these words killed me, and he watched me decay
he gave me back all the memorabilia collected from time
said it meant nothing anymore
so i could have it, and keep it all as mine
my heart was oh so sore
fast foot steps lead him to the door
like leaving me was his price
as if being w/ me was a chore
he shouted back, "i love you not- and this is not a lie"
finally, the door shut tight
leaving nothing behind
i would never heal from this, not with all my might
happiness again, ill never find!
he was the love of my life
or so i thought
for 2 years i have struggled with strife
and with myself, i have fought
i cried each night and each day
i always said a prayer for him to return
i was just wishing my life away
on my own life, i didnt have a grip that was firm
still, i have not healed from this tragic end
and i am said to say
i ask for him back, again and again
my love with him... will ALWAYS stay!
