I wont regret

The day was windy
so cold yet clear
i felt so safe
when you held me near

my heart got warm
my knees grew weak
smiles began
from cheek to cheek

you kissed me softly
it felt so right
and slowly the day
turned into night

as we sat
the tension died
you turned to me
and slowly sighed

you said that this
may never work
and slowly my feelings
began to lurk

i felt confused
with nothing to say
and then the trees
began to sway

i felt so lonely
as i began to speak
my words were muffled
i felt so weak

i asked why
in a very faint voice
i was scared
afraid of your choice

you said it was simple
short but true
i dated your friend
and i couldn't date you

what was there
left to say
i messed up big
and now I'll pay

i cant explain
how i feel for you
the one thing i know
is that my feelings are true

you mean more to me
then ever before
your the one
i like and adore

i wont give up
and i wont back down
cause your the reason
i no longer frown

so know now
and don't forget
that these past nights
i wont regret