DUMPED FOR THE FIRST TIME

5 in the morning, he calls and wakes me up
Just to tell me that he decided we should break up
I was still half asleep, unaware of whats happening
Stayed quite for a while, didnt know if I was dreaming
Rested on my back and rubbed my eye
I knew it was really happening, but still hoped it was just a lie
My mind was blank, couldnt think well
I didnt know how to react, I just really needed to yell
I opened my mouth but nothing came out, I felt so weak
I didnt even have the strength to speak
With my mind still blank, my eyes started to tear
They were wide open, as if I was dieing from fear
The tears then increased like a strong water fall
I wanted to tell him that I love him, but I couldnt talk at all
Started shivering and breathing like mad
Thinking about all the great moments we shared and had
He didnt even sound like he felt sad
He just said it without even feeling bad
I walked to the bathroom to wash my face and blow my nose
Must have done that 6 times or even more, who knows
He was still on the phone, he wouldnt close
Tried to make me stop crying, or even fall asleep
However he failed, for I could no longer go back to sleep
I walked to the bathroom and shut the door
And my cries increased as I dropped to the floor
My head started spinning
For I still had trouble breathing
All I remember after that is opening my eyes to see
That I have fainted on the bathroom floor with the phone right next to me
He was still on the line talking to me and trying to get me calm
But that was impossible, for it felt like my heart has exploded by a bomb
He then started telling me that hes sorry and that he wants me
I still dont really know if he meant it, or he just felt bad for me
That was the first time a guy ever leaves me
And even though hes now back with me
My heart is still split apart into two
And it can never be healed, not after what it has been through