The splitting

My soul is in pain
It is twisting
and It's driving me insane
The pain is crippling

I want to be with her
But I want her to be happy
I want him to be with her
But I want to be happy

The war between the evil and good
Raging with in me is tearing my mind
I want to make her happy but donâ??t know if I could
Her love is what I want to find

But she wants him not me
So I must hope for her happiness
If he hurts her he will never be free
I will give him my eternal unhappiness

I will always want to be with her
But she may never want to be with me
I wait for a moment that may never be here
The battle makes it so I can never be free

If she is happy then I win
Even if its not with me
The evil in me will be fin
As I make it recede into me
Never able to escape and win