Sometimes I cant see my own pain
something is blocking me
keeping me in vain
watching me be passed
life isn't helping me
it keeps me down
pressed against the wall
pressed against the floor
never moving the right way
fire burns through my memories
erasing me good times
and keeping the bad
I wish it would erase everything
setting me free
from my pain the keeps me behind these bars
blocking me from see the real world
instead of this fake world I wake up to
I used to be afraid of death
but now I wish it upon myself
I'm sick of standing in front of the mirror
watching myself never change
watching me feel everything
sometimes nothing
the pain from my past is blocking out everything else
I never know where I stand
I never know where I'll fall
today I have fallen
tomorrow my spirit will die
never knowing my future
I wish that I could change
I wish I was invisible
but I cant find the path to take myself there
I'm stuck with myself
I'm stuck here
